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It's about time I did an intro. I can't say this diary is as raw as I'd like, but then again, it's not particularly polished either. It is me though, or at least a facet of me. Maybe a facet of some bright jewel; I hope so but fear not.
IDon'tCareWhatYouSayAnymore,ThisIsMyLife
by trainbuff
Age: 39  Sex: M

442 Entries
# Entry Date
1 a new flowering 25/08/2008 07:20 GMT
2 Wednesday arvo at the cemetery 13/08/2008 04:23 GMT
3 August on my mind 07/08/2008 06:48 GMT
4 end of the month 30/07/2008 07:49 GMT
5 catch up 09/07/2008 06:11 GMT
6 An unrepeatable day 02/07/2008 12:48 GMT
7 quiet hours 20/06/2008 09:25 GMT
8 distractions and databases 11/06/2008 10:02 GMT
9 "suicide is painless" 31/05/2008 08:35 GMT
10 heart still beating 23/05/2008 05:22 GMT
11 Waiting for Eternity 09/05/2008 09:18 GMT
12 clarity 02/05/2008 08:09 GMT
13 Vale James 19/04/2008 07:50 GMT
14 numb 18/04/2008 11:01 GMT
15 dead but not out for the count 07/04/2008 07:17 GMT
16 unvarnished death 31/03/2008 09:22 GMT
17 end of march 26/03/2008 09:45 GMT
18 River Island 18/03/2008 09:17 GMT
19 one down, one to go 05/03/2008 07:50 GMT
20 heart murmurs 27/02/2008 08:26 GMT
21 some analysis 22/02/2008 10:07 GMT
22 the continued 14/02/2008 10:22 GMT
23 N/A 13/02/2008 09:59 GMT
24 stop stop stop 09/02/2008 09:54 GMT
25 naked we come into the world... 30/01/2008 10:07 GMT
26 alone with a candle 29/01/2008 07:09 GMT
27 diggings 22/01/2008 08:06 GMT
28 foci focus 16/01/2008 05:07 GMT
29 2nd entry for 2008 10/01/2008 06:51 GMT
30 Let the year commence... 01/01/2008 08:44 GMT
31 last day of 007 30/12/2007 09:07 GMT
32 Christmas Eve 2007 24/12/2007 09:00 GMT
33 chastening 15/12/2007 06:21 GMT
34 the Brewster 11/12/2007 05:08 GMT
35 last Friday 09/12/2007 06:02 GMT
36 "Fast away the old year passes..." 30/11/2007 08:32 GMT
37 South Head 15/11/2007 07:48 GMT
38 letters and wheels 09/11/2007 08:55 GMT
39 november, november 04/11/2007 05:47 GMT
40 out of the fog 27/10/2007 09:12 GMT
41 fingers on the keyboard - two blisters 21/10/2007 07:17 GMT
42 been lost in the fog 10/10/2007 07:15 GMT
43 continuation of "" - broken attachment 26/09/2007 08:51 GMT
44 N/A 20/09/2007 07:59 GMT
45 another night 13/09/2007 07:49 GMT
46 Spring, croc and mango 05/09/2007 04:41 GMT
47 short entry 30/08/2007 01:03 GMT
48 bits and bobs 22/08/2007 06:12 GMT
49 the body of dust 14/08/2007 07:53 GMT
50 heart-ways 09/08/2007 07:30 GMT
51 egged 26/07/2007 12:21 GMT
52 quick update 17/07/2007 05:17 GMT
53 heart pot-pourri 09/07/2007 10:01 GMT
54 Let's see... 04/07/2007 10:30 GMT
55 possibilities 28/06/2007 09:43 GMT
56 almost a week... 22/06/2007 07:40 GMT
57 Confoveri gratia 17/06/2007 08:09 GMT
58 another tuesday 12/06/2007 10:22 GMT
59 as long as a wet week 09/06/2007 11:23 GMT
60 N/A 06/06/2007 05:01 GMT
61 community 05/06/2007 11:03 GMT
62 reflections in a cinema screen 26/05/2007 07:54 GMT
63 A new day 23/05/2007 08:50 GMT
64 mutterings and mumblings 22/05/2007 08:42 GMT
65 the soup and the dead 18/05/2007 07:16 GMT
66 I'm alive 16/05/2007 04:49 GMT
67 last Friday: ferries, a tapir and a walk 08/05/2007 11:55 GMT
68 future fire 06/05/2007 09:56 GMT
69 some verse 04/05/2007 08:39 GMT
70 team sports and human fabrics 28/04/2007 12:29 GMT
71 some analysis - or - on the couch 23/04/2007 07:10 GMT
72 vege stew and the cinema 21/04/2007 07:25 GMT
73 thoughts on letting go 18/04/2007 11:08 GMT
74 stoney-faced 15/04/2007 07:24 GMT
75 finally 10/04/2007 07:27 GMT
76 Goldfields to Ashfield and a Hanging 09/04/2007 09:36 GMT
77 soccer, mattress and register 04/04/2007 08:29 GMT
78 buried treasure 02/04/2007 08:50 GMT
79 Before I do anything else 28/03/2007 09:55 GMT
80 brag time 21/03/2007 10:55 GMT
81 seven hours 18/03/2007 10:07 GMT
82 back from the past 14/03/2007 08:19 GMT
83 a bouncing baby brochure 08/03/2007 08:23 GMT
84 simplicity 02/03/2007 04:27 GMT
85 life and death 26/02/2007 08:30 GMT
86 One driver - two stories 20/02/2007 02:19 GMT
87 Before I do anything else 15/02/2007 05:08 GMT
88 another poem 11/02/2007 10:04 GMT
89 some days off 10/02/2007 08:31 GMT
90 "A Few of My Favourite Things" 07/02/2007 06:40 GMT
91 a couple of incidents 05/02/2007 06:51 GMT
92 a poem for a friend 03/02/2007 08:05 GMT
93 Australia Day Photo's Selection 31/01/2007 05:28 GMT
94 Woggan-ma-gule 30/01/2007 01:45 GMT
95 update 23/01/2007 06:21 GMT
96 what's happening 13/01/2007 09:28 GMT
97 Welcome 2007 02/01/2007 08:42 GMT
98 the obligatory annual summary 31/12/2006 03:22 GMT
99 Christmas and a Cemetary 29/12/2006 02:33 GMT
100 Christmas Greetings 24/12/2006 05:30 GMT
101 this week 21/12/2006 04:41 GMT
102 the never ending story 16/12/2006 07:22 GMT
103 thoughts and an update 13/12/2006 06:41 GMT
104 jottings 11/12/2006 05:16 GMT
105 weekend 10/12/2006 08:02 GMT
106 update 06/12/2006 05:55 GMT
107 The fun of the Fair 03/12/2006 04:24 GMT
108 Hogwarts, "Gift of Being Yourself" and Advent 01/12/2006 05:05 GMT
109 analytical confession 29/11/2006 04:55 GMT
110 update 26/11/2006 05:34 GMT
111 vanishing emails and spiritual attacks 22/11/2006 07:39 GMT
112 images of the deceased 19/11/2006 07:31 GMT
113 today's report 15/11/2006 06:52 GMT
114 "A" Frame 13/11/2006 05:30 GMT
115 update 08/11/2006 10:32 GMT
116 trouble comes in three's 07/11/2006 09:13 GMT
117 corner turned 05/11/2006 10:36 GMT
118 housekeeping 02/11/2006 08:24 GMT
119 Anabel! 31/10/2006 03:38 GMT
120 update 30/10/2006 02:47 GMT
121 a pledge 28/10/2006 08:20 GMT
122 doctor's, phone numbers, concerts and idolatry 25/10/2006 05:37 GMT
123 first time 22/10/2006 11:45 GMT
124 give this entry a name... 19/10/2006 07:02 GMT
125 Saturday 14/10/2006 06:35 GMT
126 ???????? 09/10/2006 08:57 GMT
127 peace 04/10/2006 11:00 GMT
128 out of the closet 01/10/2006 07:30 GMT
129 five days 24/09/2006 01:01 GMT
130 Back again 14/09/2006 05:26 GMT
131 "feelings, nothing more than feelings" 06/09/2006 02:01 GMT
132 a window 02/09/2006 06:42 GMT
133 unplugged 28/08/2006 10:40 GMT
134 cadavers and chopsticks 22/08/2006 07:38 GMT
135 creation 18/08/2006 02:38 GMT
136 went well 12/08/2006 02:12 GMT
137 a couple of matters 07/08/2006 09:10 GMT
138 rocks on life's shore 05/08/2006 10:14 GMT
139 history 01/08/2006 08:53 GMT
140 driving 30/07/2006 08:06 GMT
141 a chat with the carriage cleaner 27/07/2006 10:01 GMT
142 Shostakovich 20/07/2006 08:52 GMT
143 300th 16/07/2006 10:46 GMT
144 299th and 4th July 03/07/2006 11:37 GMT
145 from the keyboard 22/06/2006 06:44 GMT
146 deep and meaningful maybe 19/06/2006 02:11 GMT
147 back again 01/06/2006 02:01 GMT
148 an old pewter plate 18/05/2006 09:22 GMT
149 130th Day of 2006 (Star Trek theme) 10/05/2006 03:40 GMT
150 on screen keyboard 04/05/2006 04:06 GMT
151 a loving God 01/05/2006 01:32 GMT
152 overdue update 21/04/2006 09:47 GMT
153 a repost 11/04/2006 01:06 GMT
154 today 07/04/2006 11:23 GMT
155 thoughts and corpses 03/04/2006 07:22 GMT
156 another week 25/03/2006 09:29 GMT
157 Sunday 19th March 2006 19/03/2006 03:44 GMT
158 10th March 10/03/2006 12:39 GMT
159 update 25/02/2006 07:11 GMT
160 news 08/02/2006 06:13 GMT
161 update 27/01/2006 10:16 GMT
162 a fiery New Year 03/01/2006 07:34 GMT
163 Christmas Eve Ex's 24/12/2005 08:58 GMT
164 going home 12/12/2005 07:38 GMT
165 hello 21/11/2005 09:05 GMT
166 some more thoughts 16/10/2005 09:40 GMT
167 contingency plans 11/10/2005 04:10 GMT
168 a break 27/09/2005 07:32 GMT
169 progress 22/09/2005 09:18 GMT
170 miscellany on a Spring Morning 16/09/2005 05:10 GMT
171 N/A 30/08/2005 11:14 GMT
172 back home 25/08/2005 01:28 GMT
173 the day before 16/08/2005 02:23 GMT
174 from Omaha 13/08/2005 01:36 GMT
175 from Minnesota 05/08/2005 01:43 GMT
176 Denver 29/07/2005 10:35 GMT
177 twas the night before... 28/07/2005 10:05 GMT
178 pre-flight checks 25/07/2005 09:20 GMT
179 Interview About U.S. Trip - by Aimee 16/07/2005 06:49 GMT
180 N/A 12/07/2005 06:54 GMT
181 bridge building???? 07/07/2005 01:43 GMT
182 four days 03/07/2005 07:30 GMT
183 N/A 24/06/2005 10:33 GMT
184 update and thoughts 20/06/2005 08:57 GMT
185 1340, 1414, 1400, 1417, 1416 08/06/2005 09:45 GMT
186 thoughts prompted by an email 02/06/2005 08:53 GMT
187 thoughts during a winter's day 01/06/2005 01:48 GMT
188 update 29/05/2005 08:49 GMT
189 1st visit post-divorce 23/05/2005 04:00 GMT
190 three busy days 14/05/2005 05:16 GMT
191 N/A 10/05/2005 05:45 GMT
192 life... 03/05/2005 01:40 GMT
193 next installment 24/04/2005 10:48 GMT
194 praise 24/04/2005 10:12 GMT
195 thinking aloud and a website update 15/04/2005 08:22 GMT
196 N/A 11/04/2005 10:47 GMT
197 the dawning 05/04/2005 07:54 GMT
198 heading overseas 31/03/2005 02:00 GMT
199 two strong men 21/03/2005 10:56 GMT
200 afternoon 14/03/2005 08:10 GMT
201 hope 13/03/2005 08:03 GMT
202 N/A 09/03/2005 04:19 GMT
203 alone 08/03/2005 08:38 GMT
204 update 06/03/2005 06:19 GMT
205 some slices of life from down under 27/02/2005 02:53 GMT
206 Les home 21/02/2005 06:22 GMT
207 update 17/02/2005 07:43 GMT
208 cleaning 15/02/2005 08:17 GMT
209 men in white coats 10/02/2005 12:29 GMT
210 update-today's happenings 03/02/2005 12:18 GMT
211 N/A 02/02/2005 07:58 GMT
212 N/A 31/01/2005 07:48 GMT
213 Friday - not the 13th! 28/01/2005 01:04 GMT
214 role reversal 23/01/2005 08:16 GMT
215 N/A 21/01/2005 11:35 GMT
216 original choices 20/01/2005 01:52 GMT
217 today's thoughts 17/01/2005 12:41 GMT
218 barefoot and ... 15/01/2005 10:43 GMT
219 catch up 14/01/2005 02:19 GMT
220 bits and bobs 10/01/2005 09:52 GMT
221 update 07/01/2005 06:48 GMT
222 N/A 04/01/2005 04:06 GMT
223 New Year 02/01/2005 04:16 GMT
224 passing 28/12/2004 03:39 GMT
225 N/A 26/12/2004 12:58 GMT
226 pre Christmas 23/12/2004 02:25 GMT
227 N/A 19/12/2004 01:21 GMT
228 Christmas Cheer 16/12/2004 02:38 GMT
229 a short entry???? 11/12/2004 06:34 GMT
230 N/A 08/12/2004 10:48 GMT
231 N/A 03/12/2004 19:39 GMT
232 goals achieved 29/11/2004 21:10 GMT
233 N/A 29/11/2004 03:33 GMT
234 times up 27/11/2004 18:37 GMT
235 eve 25/11/2004 23:58 GMT
236 stand by me 22/11/2004 00:33 GMT
237 night miscellany 20/11/2004 23:29 GMT
238 N/A 19/11/2004 16:06 GMT
239 a box 16/11/2004 20:46 GMT
240 miscellany of joy 15/11/2004 16:27 GMT
241 N/A 13/11/2004 16:16 GMT
242 new territory 09/11/2004 14:19 GMT
243 Achievment !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 04/11/2004 19:37 GMT
244 it's been a while 02/11/2004 10:38 GMT
245 N/A 27/10/2004 20:53 GMT
246 musings while driving 106 run 26/10/2004 01:23 GMT
247 reading 24/10/2004 20:39 GMT
248 twice over 19/10/2004 09:27 GMT
249 N/A 16/10/2004 17:14 GMT
250 N/A 12/10/2004 20:03 GMT
251 N/A 12/10/2004 03:34 GMT
252 A long drive too... 09/10/2004 03:08 GMT
253 N/A 08/10/2004 16:06 GMT
254 N/A 06/10/2004 11:27 GMT
255 N/A 05/10/2004 09:58 GMT
256 concrete 02/10/2004 02:21 GMT
257 rawness 01/10/2004 11:07 GMT
258 driving test and an apology 30/09/2004 20:07 GMT
259 N/A 29/09/2004 15:08 GMT
260 progress! 27/09/2004 22:04 GMT
261 N/A 27/09/2004 11:59 GMT
262 N/A 25/09/2004 21:21 GMT
263 response to anonymous 25/09/2004 16:23 GMT
264 Art Garfunkel-Across America 24/09/2004 09:48 GMT
265 changes afoot 22/09/2004 09:29 GMT
266 Wiseman's Ferry-step back in time 19/09/2004 09:34 GMT
267 Away 18/09/2004 09:13 GMT
268 N/A 08/09/2004 07:55 GMT
269 a little self-pity stew and a drive 04/09/2004 09:04 GMT
270 some closure 03/09/2004 02:47 GMT
271 Odds and Ends 29/08/2004 09:07 GMT
272 could think of an entry title 27/08/2004 08:41 GMT
273 light in the darkness 24/08/2004 09:48 GMT
274 some relief 23/08/2004 10:16 GMT
275 ramblings of pain 22/08/2004 10:19 GMT
276 life moves on 21/08/2004 07:51 GMT
277 the funeral 17/08/2004 08:36 GMT
278 Eulogy 17/08/2004 07:43 GMT
279 Sunday 15/08/2004 08:28 GMT
280 N/A 14/08/2004 09:45 GMT
281 a body in the office 12/08/2004 09:06 GMT
282 today 11/08/2004 00:12 GMT
283 N/A 10/08/2004 08:54 GMT
284 Mama's Arms 10/08/2004 08:34 GMT
285 Mum 09/08/2004 19:50 GMT
286 The next day... 08/08/2004 08:18 GMT
287 A Day Off 07/08/2004 03:45 GMT
288 at work Fri 6th Aug 05/08/2004 22:41 GMT
289 N/A 05/08/2004 19:23 GMT
290 a bit of an update 04/08/2004 19:24 GMT
291 3rd Aug On The Bus to Work 03/08/2004 18:45 GMT
292 downer 03/08/2004 05:11 GMT
293 Miracle Sunday Aug 1, 2004 31/07/2004 23:35 GMT
294 love, bird-of-paradise & time 31/07/2004 07:36 GMT
295 wine and gallstones 30/07/2004 08:28 GMT
296 decision time - D Day or not to D Day 26/07/2004 04:53 GMT
297 22nd July 2004 25/07/2004 09:25 GMT
298 21st July 2004 24/07/2004 07:29 GMT
299 a cold morning 21/07/2004 01:24 GMT
300 bits and pieces 20/07/2004 02:07 GMT
301 more revealed than expected 18/07/2004 05:06 GMT
302 response to Realdeal 17/07/2004 04:25 GMT
303 Late Running & Responses 15/07/2004 04:05 GMT
304 A Kiss and Thoughts 12/07/2004 08:00 GMT
305 Sunday Evening 11/07/2004 07:18 GMT
306 trackwork and Leeanne 10/07/2004 10:38 GMT
307 dreams and blank pages 08/07/2004 22:20 GMT
308 Wag-Tail 06/07/2004 20:47 GMT
309 update and thoughts 05/07/2004 17:13 GMT
310 turning some corner 01/07/2004 03:20 GMT
311 emotional 30/06/2004 10:08 GMT
312 129 continued 29/06/2004 08:11 GMT
313 interlude 27/06/2004 09:36 GMT
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